bad day..

i have a beautiful life.. but,lately when eid comes I feel soo bad..
I don't know why.. may be,somebody that I love has gone from my life..
the one that I love soo much.. I feel a little bit horrible,but I didn't tell any body only my best frenz.. hmm.. i think somebody has used spell towards him.. my mom said so.. I don't know just guest.. I know,whatever it is my life must go on.. I know somebody better than him is waiting 4 me,rite? just pray,wait and see.. pray 4 me,ya!